I hate Houston’s airport. Don’t like the vibes here at all. I’m just waiting patiently as the plane to Trinidad is prepared for us to go home.

As I sit here and type in this blog, I sit in amazement, trying to figure out just how the heck did I get here?!?!?

At the age of 31, I’m doing pretty good for myself. I’m young, educated, financially secure, in a great relationship with my better half and just ready to live life to the fullest.

Right now, I’m on my way to Trinidad & Tobago, the birthplace of my father and his family. The goal is to see how I can help out the family business out of some hard times. I’m not going in there trying to change the world, however I’m just going in there to see how I can be of assistance.

Aside with what I’m doing with the Bakery, this trip is going to be a really good thing for me. Being a Scorpio, I tend to keep things so close to my chest. This year has been a very challenging and difficult year for me. At the top of all the challenges was the battle my brother had with brain cancer. Thankfully, he has survived and is back to work. However that whole expereince left me in a very challenging place. Everything in my life was going well, and then *WHAPS*, my bro gets cancer.

For a time, it left me very depressed. I would keep myself busy working on my business and my various different initiatives in the arts, but it really bothered me that someone I cared for was going through such challenges and the only thing that I could do is ask the ancestors and the Most High for strength. That in itself is powerful enough, however, it’s just an example of how life tends to change once you enter into your 30’s.

Now, back to TT. I’m excited because I want to use this trip to get my spirit back!